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i'm kind of weird about not being in troupe. it was so much fun last year.
the only thing i'm really upset about is that it'll be more bonding for the people in it and (besides loving performing) i love the company of being in a play and always having people around you. even if they're not ur friends you have a connection. and i was looking forward to that near the end of senior year. cuase i mean it's the last play and.. i'm not even in it. grrreattt. i guess i'll end off high school as i started it. i was hoping that i'd be in it and we'd all bond and be close but thats pretty much what i wish every time and i mean look at little shop- all it did was break me down at my worst, especially with tp and hw and ci and college shit. that was the only play that i hated doing until we did it. hurmph.
but... guess not. at least i have more time to do college/school stuff. i guess..
i hope i dont take this time and procrastinate.
but i will/am.
so i'm trying to actually pick a college now. O M G fucking guidance counselor - i got a letter from RIC saying that they didn't get my transcript and guidance recommondation. i sent everything in december 15th/ the DAY IT WAS DUE!! wtf>?!?! i'm assuming i'm accepted however bc i got the course catalog and fafsa forms in the mail.
4/4 baby. so i'm going to visit RIDER on the 13th, if anyone wants to come with me and my parentals they are welcome bc it's them in financial aid meeting and me... roaming around campus alone. haha rape...
and i guess visiting RIC ditto on that one. both just one day. errg. i hope i find either revolting and dirty so i can dismiss them easily. but that wont happen bc that would be too easy.
okay maybe i'll do my english paper now..
the only thing i'm really upset about is that it'll be more bonding for the people in it and (besides loving performing) i love the company of being in a play and always having people around you. even if they're not ur friends you have a connection. and i was looking forward to that near the end of senior year. cuase i mean it's the last play and.. i'm not even in it. grrreattt. i guess i'll end off high school as i started it. i was hoping that i'd be in it and we'd all bond and be close but thats pretty much what i wish every time and i mean look at little shop- all it did was break me down at my worst, especially with tp and hw and ci and college shit. that was the only play that i hated doing until we did it. hurmph.
but... guess not. at least i have more time to do college/school stuff. i guess..
i hope i dont take this time and procrastinate.
but i will/am.
so i'm trying to actually pick a college now. O M G fucking guidance counselor - i got a letter from RIC saying that they didn't get my transcript and guidance recommondation. i sent everything in december 15th/ the DAY IT WAS DUE!! wtf>?!?! i'm assuming i'm accepted however bc i got the course catalog and fafsa forms in the mail.
4/4 baby. so i'm going to visit RIDER on the 13th, if anyone wants to come with me and my parentals they are welcome bc it's them in financial aid meeting and me... roaming around campus alone. haha rape...
and i guess visiting RIC ditto on that one. both just one day. errg. i hope i find either revolting and dirty so i can dismiss them easily. but that wont happen bc that would be too easy.
okay maybe i'll do my english paper now..