so i need to know
my exam is in three days. three days wow. i used to remember the day when it seemed so far away, when i would waste my days with half-assed promises to study. in case you were wondering, this exam of mine is a board exam, and it will determine whether or not i will get the "Engineer" title pasted in front of my name. it's quite a big deal, and i will probably kill myself if the results turn out to be unfortunate (because you know, i have spent so much time reviewing for this shit when i could've been watching gaysketball SO!!).
so i f i disappear after september 6th. you know what it means.
no i kid i can't do that. although i might get close to.
but i'm pretty okay? i mean, i'm not trying to brag here, but i get okay results. i'm not the OH WOW GENIUS level of smart, but i get by? idk i am just lazy to do this. JESUS I JUST WANT TO PASS AND GET THIS OVER WITH ASDKALSBDAJKDBJEKJDASDskdlabsdajksdbasd but right now i am calm. i am in a place of zen. i love that when i'm with my friends, the tension isn't as heavy. we always keep it light with jokes and laughter and more laughter. and i need that because moments when i am alone thoughts just pop out everywhere and i worry endlessly. i am just so fucking ready for this to be over. i want to go out with friends on karaoke dates, and talk to people about stuff all the time without worrying about what else i need to be studying. i want to be able to go to sleep without going through a million thoughts, and just be calm.
three days. three days!!
i don't really know what the point of this entry is. i guess even though i say i am calm and at peace and all that i am secretly stressed out. and well, this is always the place i go to when i am stressed out. this entry is all over the place now, and i am not sorry. i am sorry though, if you were expecting an elaborate kise/midorima essay or something and you just go t my rambly thoughts. sorry. (but the question still stands and i will be available to discuss it on sept 6).
so things i will do when the exam is over
01 sleep
02 eat food
03 marathon (game of thrones, adventure time, kurobas, rich man poor woman +idk random stuff i downloaded over the span of three months)
04 sleep
05 tuck all review materials away where they cannot be seen
06 sleep
07 EAT CAKE!!!!
08 karaoke
09 more karaoke
10 be happy ^___^
also i might be going to singapore this october!!!! omg 120795!!!!!! but yes my primary concern is that do they sell kurobas manga there because i have recently decided that HEY THIS SERIES IS RUINING MY LIFE WHY NOT LET IT RAPE MY WALLET AS WELL and because i like seeing kise's face and putting it on a shelf and looking at it in times of sadness. i checked kinokuniya singapore and they (seem to?) have it. but that is priority yes.
all right. i have a practice exam tomorrow so i should go study now.
byebyebicycle!