better together
so twenty three. a large number if you think about it. once, when i was twelve, i had decided that by twenty-six, i would be married and i would have an amazing job and a brimming bank account. at twenty i realized that that was naive, and i threw away any semblance of life plans that i have. i think life is to be enjoyed one step at a time. overthinking won't change what can and will come. our actions today are those that determine our actions tomorrow. i'm okay with that. i live by that ♥
if you remember i used to hate aging a lot. i wanted to be forever eighteen. but hating it won't make it disappear, and it's about time i face it head on. i may not like it, but that's not going to stop it so might as well enjoy the ride. and acceptance instead of denial just gives birth to a new kind of happiness.
that said, i had a great birthday. one of the greatest i've ever had. i am reminded by how blessed i am with lovely friends and family, and i honestly have no words because i know that i don't deserve any of you. i hope loving you back will be enough.
to all the people who remembered, thank you. all your greetings, lovely messages, webpages (mmmm aru), pwps (mmmmmmmmmm thea *A*) and everything just made my day all the more sparklier. thank you for taking the time to make sure my birthday went well. and i mean it when i say, i love you all from the bottom of my heart ♥
PS on a side note, i have never been happier that i have been born on june 18th because kise ryota was born on the same day and now i sekkritly think we are soulmates fo sho. i am not delusional. no.