YOU GUYS. I AM NOT HAPPY WITH THIS. NOT ONE BIT. I THOUGHT THEY WERE JUST RIDING ROLLER COASTERS TOGETHER IN DISNEYLAND OR WHATEVER. GOD. I LITERALLY CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. HOW MUCH MORE HEARTBREAK CAN YOU BRING ME AKANISHI KUN.
(but a teeny tiny bit of me is happy though. jin's always loved children since forever, and i know he's going to be a good father--but it is just too soon and i don't think he's ready to settle down. just the same for meisa.) but enough about my thoughts. i leave you with this semi-obsessive note about my rage and my extreme sadness.