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Aug 29, 2005 15:00

well.. classes today weren't so bad. late to piano. but it was alright. theory, i have vance.. hes pretty funny. he doesnt care if we miss, jus gotta pass. so me missing in october wont be a big deal. my comp teacher is CRAZY, but HILARIOUS. he cracks me up, i think im really gonna enjoy his class... as well as theory. piano.. well i already got frustrated so its def. gonna take some work. but... it'll be worth it in the end. There are people in there who have been playing for 9 yrs.. im like the exact opp. of that.. absolutely NO real piano experience, what so ever.

nate called and left me a very nice message, including eric. :) that made me happy.
Thanks Nate.

Hung out with JW @ 10-11, played pool in the lounge with him and 2 kids i jus met (one was in my piano class, other was choral), got student id.

Auditions today...
I was horrible.. and i dont jus mean that like "oh yeah, im a good player, i kinda messed up" musician way.. i mean that like "I TOTALLY BOMBED IT!" oh my gosh. i messed up my c scale.. ROYALLY. then went i went into the 2 octave in my A flat scale.. yeah, i got confused, didnt hit it, then totally screwed up coming back down. played a wrong not in my swing piece. Besides the occasional off high resgister, and prolly rushing due to being nervous, i played the funk piece alright. The swing peice, i also think alright in jazz... minus that one wrong note.. and confusion at the end, also due to rushing trying to get done and not bear the horror to them any longer. sightreading was alright.. could've done better.

I just get so nervous during auditions. I needed someone there with me. Like.. Luis. Luis would have been key today.. b/c Luis has always been around when it comes to me doing something "big" in a musical aspect. (solo ensemble, port orange, etc). Jason also would have been nice.. but.. looks like i just sucked. I'm so afraid im gonna get bottom in second band. I will cry, seriously. I'm not kidding. I cannot be bottom player, bottom band. oh and to top it all off.. there are only FIVE bones this year. GREAT! Doubt I'll rank highly. Ergh.

I still have to look forward to going to math tonight (intermediate algebra) at Kent Campus. 7-8:40.
BUT, even better
I'm going to see Reece soon :)

So now.. Nap.
oh yeah, and more auditions tomorrow.
FREAKING WHOOPPPPEEE!
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