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Havent really written much past couple of weeks, back at school, same old shit. Oh well. Went and got some sushi tonite with matt, chatted with the sushi chef for a while, could barely understand him, but it was all good. He gave us a free salmon egg sushi it was alright, i wouldnt get that regularly, but it was alright. I want someone, i want a relationship and i just cant ever seem to get it right... i dont know what the hell is wrong with me, when i try i fuck it up... when chicks im interested in come around i fucking choke, why the hell cant i get it right... i dont know if i havent found the right person, or am i just blind? i dont know, I want to take someone to take someone out treat them to the fucking world, get them dinner, take them somewhere beautiful... but i cant even bring anything like that up... when i think ive finally gotten over it, it comes back and kicks me in that ass...
I mean i just want to take someone out just one on one, so they can just actually know me, because im always nervous at first especially around alot of people... or maybe even just a few.. i just cant stop thinking about it, and the longer it last the more and more i feel isolated.. i just want to be young and love... the best way to make stupid decisions, but the best way to live life. But oh well... i cant really think now so i mean hell lets get out of here just you and me... ill give you the stars.
Love Quart
I mean i just want to take someone out just one on one, so they can just actually know me, because im always nervous at first especially around alot of people... or maybe even just a few.. i just cant stop thinking about it, and the longer it last the more and more i feel isolated.. i just want to be young and love... the best way to make stupid decisions, but the best way to live life. But oh well... i cant really think now so i mean hell lets get out of here just you and me... ill give you the stars.
Love Quart