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Oct 22, 2004 00:04

i just wrote another sorta poem/ballad whatever you call it for lit...
about a priest... i dont know how the teacher(or anyone in that matter) will take it. It basically describes, how the world is losing its faith. how so many people cease to believe... and how the world is falling further and further from the church. I know there is alot of people that still go and have tons of faith yet... the majority has no idea. i take myself as an example... ive always believed in god and everything yet i never thought about it... then i went to shiloh(for the wrong reasons)and i mean for awhile i was beginning to understand, but with that i just fell away from it... i fell away from religion and im here now further then i started just with more resentment.
so basically its just a conversation between narrator and priest in confession, and the priest is the one that ends up confessing himself.. and i dont know... it made so much sense coming out, i just hope it sounds the right way when i present... hoping no one will take it the wrong way.
and i dont even know if this entry sounds the right way because im so tired but i have been writing and writing for hours now, just on everything and i think its about time to get some sleep.

*im not trying to preach about anything, because like i stated, you know where my faith lies. Yet i just feel like giving my opinion... and to those who are very religious no offense or anything to you... i know this is a very controversal and touchy topic, and thats one of the worst things about the world today, that we still do have freedom of speech, yet it feels so limited because people, i dont know how to put it, people seem to take more offense nowadays and when people are killed for their race, beliefs, opinions, sexuality and ideas... it just feels like where is the freedom in it.

so i guess im going to post this... i mean i feel like an idiot writing about shit like this... because i never do... but... i dont know... what ever fuck it im going to have a cigarette. and this weekend im going to get fucked up... and im going to enjoy every second of it. and thats another thing, alot of people judge each other by shit like that also like "oh fuck him, he does this and he does that..." so what... i dont care if you drink do drugs or none of it or just whatever the fuck you do, just as long as you enjoy your life, and good to other people, good person or just whatever i mean i love you anyways.

and on another note... um the whoring business yea its still running i just havent really got things straightened out yet... im not a very organized person... so hopefully if anyone actually wants to do business, it will be off the ground soon... i dont know how organized you have to be to you know have sex for money... but i just have to uh figure that out...

good nite loves.
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