Why is the question
I think the feeling of writing a script is a little too heady. I feel like I have turned on the tap of inspiration in my head and now it won't stop dripping and screeching at inopportune moments, like when I'm trying to convince myself to go to sleep...
Now, there's a really gnawing feeling in my stomach, not so much a hunger for sustenance as a hunger to keep still
To ignore the Changes, surging and crashing towards me uncontrolled by how much I stretch my waking hours, or cling onto Yesterday by the bare edges of my blunted hands. My adaptive ability strangely, remains here, at this level where it's always going to leave me screeching like a spoilt kitten digging into the floorboards. A No, I don't really want to go there or here or anywhere even thought I know it's going to be alright soon sort of thought, that keeps me up and up and up all night but perhaps deflates me, because I feel rather small right now
I Really need to stop these wussy little tendencies. And these late night escapades with my Ipad and the lj app.