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what have I learnt about life?
that I know nothing at all about it, sometimes.
its beautiful, a dazzling multicolour-strike-of-lightning that stabs past my chest, spearing all my veins in a vicious cacophony
stacked up, fluttering and still lub-dubing
God really makes it beautiful
I dont say it enough. i dont feel it enough. but I want to, I need to, and I am pulled back when I run
I don't even read, but the gentle tugging, I can't resist. its seductive
and soothing,
mostly, love.
even if I wanted to not believe in You, and sometimes, I really do
I can't
you're as clear as day. the knot in my shoe. and yet paradoxically, so hard to pin down and understand
my greatest wish is for You to be understandable. but you aren't, yet
so I'll just settle now for You being someone, something, that is definitely Not not real
that I know nothing at all about it, sometimes.
its beautiful, a dazzling multicolour-strike-of-lightning that stabs past my chest, spearing all my veins in a vicious cacophony
stacked up, fluttering and still lub-dubing
God really makes it beautiful
I dont say it enough. i dont feel it enough. but I want to, I need to, and I am pulled back when I run
I don't even read, but the gentle tugging, I can't resist. its seductive
and soothing,
mostly, love.
even if I wanted to not believe in You, and sometimes, I really do
I can't
you're as clear as day. the knot in my shoe. and yet paradoxically, so hard to pin down and understand
my greatest wish is for You to be understandable. but you aren't, yet
so I'll just settle now for You being someone, something, that is definitely Not not real