Am I really falling in love?
Love? it can seem so trivial at times. "I'll never fall for someone at this age, besides it will never last why go through the heart break?" - Something ive belived in for so long. Maybe i belived that since ive been hurt so many times though my pained life, never had many freinds till this year and yet i still find that its hard to trust even those who care.
I guess i'm starting to doubt my judgement and if i am why cant i just ask the person I feel so strongly towards? perhaps its the fear of rejection, but freindship themselves seem to be far more important and i really don't want to mess it up by inquireing about somthing that might not even work out, never mind last.
So i guess i'll just contimplate and see how everything goes along.
Torn morals lost and untochable
Wandering gardens so green but out of reach
Pausing only to trudge along, under the burnden of desire
It can be such a weight to bare, but how can i relive my burnden
Love is easy, pain is fine, but expressing it all takes more then it appears
Show me the path, no more fairy tales and lies
Freindship may be the only path,
Let my judgement be right.
Sanguaze 2006
I guess i'm starting to doubt my judgement and if i am why cant i just ask the person I feel so strongly towards? perhaps its the fear of rejection, but freindship themselves seem to be far more important and i really don't want to mess it up by inquireing about somthing that might not even work out, never mind last.
So i guess i'll just contimplate and see how everything goes along.
Torn morals lost and untochable
Wandering gardens so green but out of reach
Pausing only to trudge along, under the burnden of desire
It can be such a weight to bare, but how can i relive my burnden
Love is easy, pain is fine, but expressing it all takes more then it appears
Show me the path, no more fairy tales and lies
Freindship may be the only path,
Let my judgement be right.
Sanguaze 2006