Sep 02, 2004 01:04
It's been a while since I updated this thing. It's not that it's outdated, or that I am too busy for it (though I am extremely busy), its just that I don't know what to say. If I told everyone the truth of what's going on in my life they would be unimpressed. I feel the need to lie, well not flat out lie persay but to exaggerate a little. Everytime I feel the need to complain, God throws a reason in my path not to. Honestly, I don't have it bad, if anything, I am right in the middle of the living standards. How can I complain that I am too busy when I am the one who made it this way? How can I be upset that college is starting and is going to take away more of my time, when I CAN go to college? I have that chance. Most people do not.
People wrong me unintentionally. They may not even know that it hurts my feelings because I am not one to complaing about other people. I just suck it up and take it. It dawned on me that maybe I should express to people about others who make me angry.
Andy Henne is leaving for Canada on Friday so I've spent the last few days with him and we just were ourselves. I tried to record a few more songs at his studio (his computer) before he left, but things didn't work out. I tried two different cover songs Catalyst- New Found Glory and Hanging on to Hope- New Amsterdams. I can't sing as high or as nasaly as NFG and I haven't perfected the sad, breathy delivery of the New Amsterdams. I have two other songs written and I will try to get them done as soon as I can buy a recording program for the computer. One is called On my own two feet and the other one is Stay strong. They are quality lyrics.
Delta sucks. I need to get into the swing of things again because if classes mosey along this slow, I might need to borrow someones gun. Shoo-dang.
Well I am off to the races, wish me luck, cast love, and bless souls.