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I feel so apathetic.
Applying for college and stuff.
I don't like anything anymore.
Animation? Yes. I know what I want.
But even though I want so strongly, I can't act on anything.
The application sits untouched.
And when I look at the portfolio requirements I want to cry.
Why is it so difficult for me to do this?
It's not like I'm lacking in anything...
But I am weighed down with something that isn't even sadness.
Uncle Fla... sometimes I wish you could inspire me more.
But then I wonder if that's what I really need.
Applying for college and stuff.
I don't like anything anymore.
Animation? Yes. I know what I want.
But even though I want so strongly, I can't act on anything.
The application sits untouched.
And when I look at the portfolio requirements I want to cry.
Why is it so difficult for me to do this?
It's not like I'm lacking in anything...
But I am weighed down with something that isn't even sadness.
Uncle Fla... sometimes I wish you could inspire me more.
But then I wonder if that's what I really need.