Bed by 3.
I guess I'll consider that a success.
I am a little glum today. I haven't been negatively oriented as such in like two weeks and I don't like it. Principally, Gavin canceled on me. He sorta ditched, even though there was some work issue. I don't really mind it that much though. I give Gavin far too much credit and reason. The bigger reason I'm glum today is just because I feel sick. It might be a digestive issue. I have felt like I needed to use the bathroom a lot in the past 2 days. The other part of it is that I had contacts in today and they were bugging me all day. Changed contacts, though, which sort of fixed that problem.
Work didn't go that well. This was in part because Judy wasn't there to handle a question I have and because the cases were complicated, more than I expected, and because I was out of energy and sick and hoping to have dinner with Gavin.
So I guess I am rather glum. But I'm hardly depressed. I'm less glum than I have been about the other missed dinners. Tomorrow is Thursday and I will have fun tomorrow, and Friday and Saturday. And once I finish my work, things will hopefully be even better.
Perspective is good. Life is good, a promotion can only make it better. Another condo can only make it better. More money can only make it better. A fun night with a guy can only make it better. I won't even mention an actual boyfriend. I sort of enjoy being single. It's better than a baseline where life is bad.
I have one final concern but I'll mull over it. Whether or not its actually a problem, its not a point of depression. So that's life.
I am a little glum today. I haven't been negatively oriented as such in like two weeks and I don't like it. Principally, Gavin canceled on me. He sorta ditched, even though there was some work issue. I don't really mind it that much though. I give Gavin far too much credit and reason. The bigger reason I'm glum today is just because I feel sick. It might be a digestive issue. I have felt like I needed to use the bathroom a lot in the past 2 days. The other part of it is that I had contacts in today and they were bugging me all day. Changed contacts, though, which sort of fixed that problem.
Work didn't go that well. This was in part because Judy wasn't there to handle a question I have and because the cases were complicated, more than I expected, and because I was out of energy and sick and hoping to have dinner with Gavin.
So I guess I am rather glum. But I'm hardly depressed. I'm less glum than I have been about the other missed dinners. Tomorrow is Thursday and I will have fun tomorrow, and Friday and Saturday. And once I finish my work, things will hopefully be even better.
Perspective is good. Life is good, a promotion can only make it better. Another condo can only make it better. More money can only make it better. A fun night with a guy can only make it better. I won't even mention an actual boyfriend. I sort of enjoy being single. It's better than a baseline where life is bad.
I have one final concern but I'll mull over it. Whether or not its actually a problem, its not a point of depression. So that's life.