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So I never updated after last semester. I ended up getting my 3.5. The science class i had signed up for this semester sucked and was harder than i thought so i dropped it. I know this sounds arrogant and I'm sorry about that, but this semester I've realized I'm smarter than I thought (at least in areas that interest me) and that's actually kinda depressed me. I don't want to say that I don't have to do any work here because that's not true, but I don't have to think much beyond how I think normally. It's almost like every paper I have to write and every book we have to read and every exam I have to study for is just going through the motions. Of course, from what I hear, this will change next year when I'm not taking into level courses anymoe, but as for right now I'm actually sort of unhappy that this semester has included alot of watching tv and movies because everyone else seems to be more challenged by this than I am and so most of the friends I've met in the same major as me can't hang out since they're studying. I guess something that also pisses me off about this is that if the politics/international relations stuff comes this easy to me, i bet if i just studied for arabic i could do alot better, i just hate learning languages. I wish I was still in debate.