I'm officially pissed the fuck off..
I'm tired of stressing about MY wedding day because of other people. This is fucking ridiculous! Everyone is self-centered. No one can push their own bullshit aside for this short time so that I can have my day. That's all I wanted.. to be happy about my ONE day. No stress, no bullshit. But of course that's impossible.
Wanna know why I'm SO FUCKING MEAN?? OPEN YOUR GOD DAMN EYES! I have laid down my temper and honestly tried to calm myself down, but how the hell am I supposed to do that when you people continuously give me reason to want to rip your throats out??? Welcome to why I get angry in a few short seconds.. why I walk around with my fists clenched. I'm so fucking sick of everyone's crap. People who don't want people invited for one reason or another, people who aren't happy because it won't be convenient/easy for them, some that don't want to come because my fiancee isn't white, others that planned vacations for the same time without any reguard to the fact that this is my ONLY wedding, and even someone I asked to stand in my wedding that didn't bother to try to take the day off of work until it was too late.. leaving me without a bridesmaid a week and a half before the wedding.
Well, everyone have fun. Come or don't come. Do what you want. I don't give a fuck. I'll be there standing next to my new husband, happy. Whether we're alone or surrounded by people.
Wanna know why I'm SO FUCKING MEAN?? OPEN YOUR GOD DAMN EYES! I have laid down my temper and honestly tried to calm myself down, but how the hell am I supposed to do that when you people continuously give me reason to want to rip your throats out??? Welcome to why I get angry in a few short seconds.. why I walk around with my fists clenched. I'm so fucking sick of everyone's crap. People who don't want people invited for one reason or another, people who aren't happy because it won't be convenient/easy for them, some that don't want to come because my fiancee isn't white, others that planned vacations for the same time without any reguard to the fact that this is my ONLY wedding, and even someone I asked to stand in my wedding that didn't bother to try to take the day off of work until it was too late.. leaving me without a bridesmaid a week and a half before the wedding.
Well, everyone have fun. Come or don't come. Do what you want. I don't give a fuck. I'll be there standing next to my new husband, happy. Whether we're alone or surrounded by people.