quak quak im a dukt

Dec 28, 2003 00:34

HEy All, i just wanna thank you guys that called me :) Well for those of you that dont know i had so much fun. I went to arizona to visit family and i had a blast. Whow woulda thunk it? Yea, i actually am talking to my parents about when we can go back. WEll isaw everyone, my cousins, aunts uncles, grandparents, from both my dad's and mom's side. Also i saw my moms cousins and aunts. So i really just saw lots and lots of family. Man o MAn i had fun, i never realized that my entire family is nice. Not one person has a bad bone or mean bone in their body. I love it. Also seeing that much family is a confidence builder too. They would all compliment my smile and tell me or pull my mom aside and tell her how "beautiful" i am. Wow, how nice is that. I love nice people, truthfully niceness and sense of humor are the only things i look for in guys, those two have to over power their whole personality and then its perfect, i love it. WEll yea my whole family is nice and it makes me want to make sure i'm nice.

Christmas was fun, i got lots of presents, and all of them just made me happy to know that they all cared. They all just love me. I love that! I got starbucks g/c's,a barnes n nobles g/c, 300 dollars, Cds, Candy, Shirts, A jacket, a super super cool coca cola calender, SCRAPBOOKING STUFF!! Man it was just awsome! I'm so glad that i finally appriciate my family so much that it actually makes me happier to realize how happy they make me. It was just fun fun fun.

I went and saw lord of the rings 3, somethings gotta give, and peter pan. I never saw either of the first 2 lord of the rings, and never read the books. I saw the third movie because it was a family thing and, well i realized why i didnt see the first 2 movies. They are loong, and just of no interest to me. I Then saw somethings gotta give 2 days later, and that wa a funny chick flick movie, it was really funny, and stuff. But PEter Pan, Peter Pan. I dont care what you guys say, Peter Pan in any form is one of the greatest movies in the world. I watch hook all the time, we have the cartoon, and then there is this PEter Pan. I loved it so much. My cousin didnt like it, but i loved it. ME and my mom just saw it and i loved it. Those types of movies just want you to always be happy and always try and find your true happiness. So i dunno it puts you in this super good mood that kind of depresses you because you want someone to love, some boy to love unconditionally, ya know, that flare. I love but hate movies like that. I dont normally want a boyfriend, im very glad im an independent girl with normally no wishes to be anything else. But movies like that just make you want someone with everything about them to be great. Thats how i am right now, its wierd, i dont like the feeling but i do, ya know? WEll ya i loved the movie and i will probably see it again.

Jason wrote me back 2 letters. No one get excited for any reason that he for some reason will get out of jail anytime soon. Truthfully its time for everyone to realize that our lives have to go on without him, and we can't pause and wait a few days, because the days we want to wait are actually years. Think good thoughts toward him, we love him and miss him, that's all we can do.

WEll love ya all,here's my update
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