What is there?
I've grown more in the past two months than in the last two years. How does one record such things? One doesn't. Words fail in the most petty situations, how can they convey more complex things, more real things?
I'm thinking now, not repeating some thing out of a book, or some article on the internet. I'm alive. I'm wide awake and my thoughts have never been so focussed. Focussed on a goal that I'll reach or die trying.
Sound vague? That's because it has to be. That's the way it always has to be. Things more specific get too subjective. I can't tell how I was feeling, or how they were feeling or the rhythm of the conversation or the love.
So my parting words were they to be? Don't be an ant in the colony. Don't build meaningless structures and paradigms. Be real with people. And for God's sakes, stop killing one another.
I'm thinking now, not repeating some thing out of a book, or some article on the internet. I'm alive. I'm wide awake and my thoughts have never been so focussed. Focussed on a goal that I'll reach or die trying.
Sound vague? That's because it has to be. That's the way it always has to be. Things more specific get too subjective. I can't tell how I was feeling, or how they were feeling or the rhythm of the conversation or the love.
So my parting words were they to be? Don't be an ant in the colony. Don't build meaningless structures and paradigms. Be real with people. And for God's sakes, stop killing one another.