Jun 03, 2006 16:58
it's been gorgeous, breezy, warm, and clear. i've been indoors working too much. i feel bad going to the y because it's so nice out, but i think it will stay this way for a few more months now. i am saving money. i don't know what for. maybe going back to mexico, though i don't think i'll get a plane ticket this time. i'm still there in my mind. staying in the present has been a bit trying.
my legs are aching to go on a long bike trip. maybe it's that i've had a flat for weeks and barely ride, borrowing my mom's hybrid. i think i'll take the train to san luis obisbo and ride from there to the border. maybe.
or maybe i'll finally take the highline out to minneapolis or chicago. i'm staying in oakland until at least august, but after that, ohhh man. i wanna go to school, but think about new york city in september. i am.
trying to stay present, but it's hard.