Apr 09, 2009 01:40
Seriously, first off this friend treats me like shit, I never cut him out of my life despite needing to, and now he's fucking acting like an ass. He comes over maybe once a week, and hardly ever texts. Seriously I don't care, but what the fuck did I do, aside from grow up and quit taking so much of your bullshit?
Second, God I need a vacation. Somewhere far away from Illinois, and somewhere I'm away from the internet for a while. Though with having my blackberry, it will be hard, whatever.
Third, What the fuck am I doing?!? He has a girlfriend. He has made it clear he loves his girlfriend. He's committed to his girlfriend, why am I believing his lies.
I swear if I didn't have Courtney I would go crazy about now!