I'M BACK!!!!
Well I'm back and working again! I love my job but one of the guys at work has got me thinking! Me and a few of the fuys at work went out to lunch at LAS HADAS :) yesterday and we were talking and goofing off and then Garrett asked me if I had a boyfriend and I said no and that I had just broken up with my boyfriend recently because he CHEATED :( all the guys (Matt, Kenny, Garrett, Jeremiah and Wey) were all like "Fuckin pansy", "That's Bullshit!" and " I'll kick hia ass for you Ann!" I just kinda laughed and shrugged it off honestly becuz I didn't wanna talk about it (cuz it still hurts...) but today at work Matt and Garrett (at two totally different times in the day) were like "well he's gonna be your worst boyfriend cuz no guy in their right mind would treat you like that!" I laughed and said they were completely wrong and then I told them about some of my other dysfunctional relationships and they were all like "NO!" theyre real sweet they take care of me
but they got me thinking because I always try to be the best girlfriend I mean all you have to do is ask and I'll do just about anything they ask me to, I'm real loving, I laugh at their jokes (the funny ones at least), I flirt with them, I do everything and still dont compromise my beliefs and standards I just dont understand I try to be the best girlfriend and all I ever do is get hurt becuz they cheat or they pick someone else over me!There was ONE situation where it was my faukt and not their's and I broke that guys heart and when I think about him it hurts me to know that I did so-which makes me wonder do they hurt when they think about me...
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND!
but they got me thinking because I always try to be the best girlfriend I mean all you have to do is ask and I'll do just about anything they ask me to, I'm real loving, I laugh at their jokes (the funny ones at least), I flirt with them, I do everything and still dont compromise my beliefs and standards I just dont understand I try to be the best girlfriend and all I ever do is get hurt becuz they cheat or they pick someone else over me!There was ONE situation where it was my faukt and not their's and I broke that guys heart and when I think about him it hurts me to know that I did so-which makes me wonder do they hurt when they think about me...
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND!