Dance #31
...Mytho's...still gone?
...Poor Mytho...
I wonder if I should comment on his journal, or would that agitate him more? I don't want to make things harder for Rue...but I don't want to just IGNORE him, either! Oooh, I never know what to do!
At least today's curse isn't too bad...? A bit mean, but really not too bad...
...Hmm.
[private]
...I forgot how weird it was to be...her. I never really let myself think about it before...but turning into her made me think about it all over again.
She's me, but...not. She's beautiful and graceful and can speak so well, and I stutter and stumble and my body is still awkward and...flat. And she knows things I shouldn't know, and she can do things I'd never be able to do...
But then again, this body isn't my own anyway, is it?
Or is it? Nobody else ever looked like me as a girl, right?
........Or did Tutu?
Is this body just Tutu's? Or is it me?
O-or is it both, since I'm Tutu, but also me, or...
AGGHHH!! It's so confusing! I just...won't think about it!
((OOC: Private text is in German. It's her way of making the entry more secure...since most of the people she knows that speak German know her secret, anyway.))
...Poor Mytho...
I wonder if I should comment on his journal, or would that agitate him more? I don't want to make things harder for Rue...but I don't want to just IGNORE him, either! Oooh, I never know what to do!
At least today's curse isn't too bad...? A bit mean, but really not too bad...
...Hmm.
[private]
...I forgot how weird it was to be...her. I never really let myself think about it before...but turning into her made me think about it all over again.
She's me, but...not. She's beautiful and graceful and can speak so well, and I stutter and stumble and my body is still awkward and...flat. And she knows things I shouldn't know, and she can do things I'd never be able to do...
But then again, this body isn't my own anyway, is it?
Or is it? Nobody else ever looked like me as a girl, right?
........Or did Tutu?
Is this body just Tutu's? Or is it me?
O-or is it both, since I'm Tutu, but also me, or...
AGGHHH!! It's so confusing! I just...won't think about it!
((OOC: Private text is in German. It's her way of making the entry more secure...since most of the people she knows that speak German know her secret, anyway.))