Dance #29
Oh dear...there seems to be a lot of problems on the Network today...Hasn't anyone around here heard of birth control?
Where did Fakir go off to...? To the bar again, no doubt. I suppose I'll...keep myself busy with making sure the house is cleaned well for when he comes back! ...Which may be a while...
[Private]
...I remember what he was like before he started drinking. He was kind, then...those green eyes of his sparkling with emotion when he looked at me, held me, kissed me, laid me down on his bed and--well, there's some things that are too private even for a private entry.
It's that memory of him that makes me stay with him...hoping he'll change, praying for it...but no, he never changes, except to perhaps become more and more angry, more and more cruel!
But still, even when I'm in the arms of one of my lovers, I can't help but see his face...
But they're better in bed than he can hope to be while under the influence of that horrid drink!
I can't take it! This loneliness--it's too much! I have to see one of them, I can't keep feeling this way! Numb me and make me forget, just for one moment...!
[/private]
[private to Kline]
Oh, Kline...I want to see you, as soon as possible. Before he comes back. I'll...I'll wear that white dress you like so much~.
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((OOC: Yes, Ahiru's VERY affected. It scares me to write her this way..and how easy it IS to write this way!!)) Ahiru is under the thumb of her abusive, controlling, alcoholic boyfriend (Fakir!), BUT she's not without her little rebellion--having affairs with both Riou AND Kline! And and probably anyone else she can get her hands on, too. DRAMA! Everything I know about drama I learned from Sims 2 =D))
Where did Fakir go off to...? To the bar again, no doubt. I suppose I'll...keep myself busy with making sure the house is cleaned well for when he comes back! ...Which may be a while...
[Private]
...I remember what he was like before he started drinking. He was kind, then...those green eyes of his sparkling with emotion when he looked at me, held me, kissed me, laid me down on his bed and--well, there's some things that are too private even for a private entry.
It's that memory of him that makes me stay with him...hoping he'll change, praying for it...but no, he never changes, except to perhaps become more and more angry, more and more cruel!
But still, even when I'm in the arms of one of my lovers, I can't help but see his face...
But they're better in bed than he can hope to be while under the influence of that horrid drink!
I can't take it! This loneliness--it's too much! I have to see one of them, I can't keep feeling this way! Numb me and make me forget, just for one moment...!
[/private]
[private to Kline]
Oh, Kline...I want to see you, as soon as possible. Before he comes back. I'll...I'll wear that white dress you like so much~.
[/private]
((OOC: Yes, Ahiru's VERY affected. It scares me to write her this way..and how easy it IS to write this way!!)) Ahiru is under the thumb of her abusive, controlling, alcoholic boyfriend (Fakir!), BUT she's not without her little rebellion--having affairs with both Riou AND Kline! And and probably anyone else she can get her hands on, too. DRAMA! Everything I know about drama I learned from Sims 2 =D))