Dance #13
The ballet's tomorrow...me and Fakir have been practicing almost constantly to try to get ready, but I'm still not very good at it.
B-But I just have to try my best, right? If I keep practicing, I'm sure to do okay, right? I just have to give it my all!
Or something like that.
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...I'm more than a little nervous. Maybe Fakir was right, maybe I let myself get too distracted. I was just excited about having a job and making friends and I thought...
Ugh, but now I'll let everyone down if I can't get this right!!
Maybe...I think I'll wear Riou's gift during the ballet somehow. Maybe I can put it on the chain with my pendant and keep it under my costume...? It helped me feel a lot safer during that curse day with all the ghosts, even if I don't think it's really made to defend against that...but it was still nice having it.
I still can't believe how nice he was! Giving me a gift...saying I was 'lovely'...he even said he didn't think I was a moron! He was really really really really really really handsome, too. He's so...sweet! I'm so glad Nanami introduced me to him...maybe when the ballet's over with I can see them again? I hope so...I really would like to meet with him again...I want to get to know him better. And maybe get closer--oh, what am I saying? That's just silly! Right? Ahaha! Still...in some ways, he's almost like...M-Mytho.
Speaking of going out to see people...I need to find a way to see Rosette again! She said she'd come to the ballet at least...but I hate her being in the cathedral all by herself. Particularly if her brother really isn't well...Oh, I wish Fakir had let me work for him! It's really not fair. I like Rosette, she seems nice, and I really want to see her again! And I really think Joshua needs someone to be kind to him....I mean, he has his sister, but it can't be nice for him to be constantly hearing things like what Fakir says, right? Maybe he just needs someone to believe in him...
Why does Fakir have to be such a jerk lately? I know he's worried about me, but it's so frustrating! Particularly when he's saying things like he hates me and not telling me the truth about anything! I wish--
O-Oh! I forgot--
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I forgot to mention, Riou and Nanami, thank you so much for taking me out the other day! I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to thank you until now. If you want, we can maybe do something after Christmas together? I'd really really really really like to see you again!
B-But I just have to try my best, right? If I keep practicing, I'm sure to do okay, right? I just have to give it my all!
Or something like that.
[Private]
...I'm more than a little nervous. Maybe Fakir was right, maybe I let myself get too distracted. I was just excited about having a job and making friends and I thought...
Ugh, but now I'll let everyone down if I can't get this right!!
Maybe...I think I'll wear Riou's gift during the ballet somehow. Maybe I can put it on the chain with my pendant and keep it under my costume...? It helped me feel a lot safer during that curse day with all the ghosts, even if I don't think it's really made to defend against that...but it was still nice having it.
I still can't believe how nice he was! Giving me a gift...saying I was 'lovely'...he even said he didn't think I was a moron! He was really really really really really really handsome, too. He's so...sweet! I'm so glad Nanami introduced me to him...maybe when the ballet's over with I can see them again? I hope so...I really would like to meet with him again...I want to get to know him better. And maybe get closer--oh, what am I saying? That's just silly! Right? Ahaha! Still...in some ways, he's almost like...M-Mytho.
Speaking of going out to see people...I need to find a way to see Rosette again! She said she'd come to the ballet at least...but I hate her being in the cathedral all by herself. Particularly if her brother really isn't well...Oh, I wish Fakir had let me work for him! It's really not fair. I like Rosette, she seems nice, and I really want to see her again! And I really think Joshua needs someone to be kind to him....I mean, he has his sister, but it can't be nice for him to be constantly hearing things like what Fakir says, right? Maybe he just needs someone to believe in him...
Why does Fakir have to be such a jerk lately? I know he's worried about me, but it's so frustrating! Particularly when he's saying things like he hates me and not telling me the truth about anything! I wish--
O-Oh! I forgot--
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I forgot to mention, Riou and Nanami, thank you so much for taking me out the other day! I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to thank you until now. If you want, we can maybe do something after Christmas together? I'd really really really really like to see you again!