I feel numb.
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel anymore. I don't know if I'm tired. I don't know if I've given up. I don't know if I'm okay. I don't know if I can forget you.
It's been so hard for me. Just because I'm not texting you, doesn't mean I don't miss you like hell. Just because I'm pissy sometimes, doesn't mean I haven't changed. I have. Give me the chance to show you.
But then... you just revealed to me that you don't know if YOU yourself can change. I don't know how to feel about that. I don't know if, knowing that fact, if we get back together, I won't end up leaving anyway, because the pain would be too much to handle. I wish you'd at least try, for us.
I promised you I'd stay as long as the love does.
That's why I'm still here.
Are you?