Nov 17, 2004 15:20
I can't fucking believe I'm 24 years old, I feel so. well OLD.., 24.. who the heck thought they would ever turn 24 when they were 14?.. and that feels like it was yesterday. But a lot has happend in 24 years.. a lot that I wish could happen again.. and a lot that I wish could be re-written, a lot I wish I could re-live. But you can't change the past you can only have hope for the future, and the only way to get through the future is with your friends... so basically this isn't a happy birthday message to me, this is a thank you note to the people.. who don't so often get thanked, my friends. I love you.. I miss most of you cause I know I never get to see you enough.. I'm sorry about that..
But this day really isn't about me, it's about you, cause without the phone calls, the IM's and the people that actually care about me, I might as well go jump off a building.. cause I wouldin't have a damn thing to live for ;)