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I look back on the past and it tears me apart. I look forward to the future and it's the past reversed. I take all the feeling out of what is so crucial to me. I put so much feeling into what is insignificant. My life is right side up, but it feels so upside town. topsy turvy topsy turvy. a rollercoaster with no track. it's stationary, but it feels like it's flying and you wish it was flying, but it's just an illusion.