LL
so i just realized one of my friends is transfering to ASU
I guess a part of me is jealous
not that i want to transfer to ASU (ulgh)
but going home sounds nice
maybe thats just cause im homesick
but i dont think so
as much as i love it here
and as much as want to stay in tucson forever and have everything exactly like they are this year forever
i know that cant happen
and maybe thats why i want to go home sometimes
i see that things change
and back home the change seems less dramatic
whereas here... its not so familiar
and if something were to go horribly wrong, I would have no one to turn to but jesus
I would have no choice but to run home
which is my only good defence mechanism
also, i know that there are reasons behind her reasons for leaving.
but thats besides the point.
ok... i think im done now.
I guess a part of me is jealous
not that i want to transfer to ASU (ulgh)
but going home sounds nice
maybe thats just cause im homesick
but i dont think so
as much as i love it here
and as much as want to stay in tucson forever and have everything exactly like they are this year forever
i know that cant happen
and maybe thats why i want to go home sometimes
i see that things change
and back home the change seems less dramatic
whereas here... its not so familiar
and if something were to go horribly wrong, I would have no one to turn to but jesus
I would have no choice but to run home
which is my only good defence mechanism
also, i know that there are reasons behind her reasons for leaving.
but thats besides the point.
ok... i think im done now.