<3 i CANT go on with out you..
* wOw what a day today !! had school..wore the cutest out-fit i loved it lol..i've been dressing really shitty because im at the point where i dont give a shit anymore lol only when i go out i get all dolled up ;) but ya after school me and Lay and Winget and Nat and whole bunch of other girls stayed after the incredibaly hard dance that we learned yesterday and guess what..I STILL DONT KNOW IT sad to say i know..and the dance that Mallory teached us today was really fun i love it but its just the point of getting it by 6 tommrow..im really scared i just gotta have confidence rightt ?? im gonna be @ the HS at 3 beacsue i gotta pratice practice yay !! but i gotta get up early beacsue i have to go Ruby Tuesday's to find out if i made the job HOPEFULLY yay and then me and my mom are going to the mall so i can get a fake hair tie so my hair will look sweeeeeeeet :) :) but enough talk about poms and try-outs because it just scares me..so ya i didnt talk to Nick <3 today which really upsets me beacsue he makes me smile and feel better !! so ya i have 25 days till my birthday and im oo so excited ..BIG smiles for shure =) =) and 9 more days till me and my girl --> AMANDA-MANDA go out and have a blast and laugh till out stomach hurts and im going to introduce her to alot of hott boyyss yaa she is a hottie gotta love her <3 and till we go clubbin and out BUMPS for shure so u can see 2 hott girls in a Silver Jeep Liberty Sport ow ow wooo hooo..cant wait to get Tim hortons and go shopping and do lunch and then come back here and get all sassy..its deffiently going to be a girls weekend..and maybe i will see nick ?? eh eh..and also im pissed because i have missed 3 epposodes of the OC oh man i am loosing it for shure..but im gonna jet outta here and get in the shower and get some popcorn and movies and then call it a night so have a GLORIOUS night
xOxOx* im out love
<3 love always hayy * HG * GDiZzLe
* I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
Find a guy who calls u "beautiful" instead of "hot", and calls u back when u hang up on him. Who will lie under the stars and listen to ur heartbeat or will stay awake just to watch u sleep..the one who pursues u, who kisses ur forehead, who wants to show u off to the world when u are in sweats. Who holds ur hand in front of his friends, Who thinks ur the prettiest when u have no make up on...The one who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have u...The one who turns to his friends and says "thats her .. i miss you Nick <3