Mar 30, 2003 22:22
today consisted of being absolutely lazy. i love being able to sit on my butt all day + do nothing. watched about 3 lifetime movies today. those are the best. they seriously are great. it was a "moment of truth" movie marathon. one of the movies there was a guy who reminded me of chris sooooo much. it was insane. then i decided to actually do some hw. read lord of the flies. man i hate that book. did some vocab for lotf. did some geometry hw after that. one of the lifetime movies inspired me. it was about a girl who was anorexic. well now i think im gonna eat healthier. not like anorexic like the girl in the movie, just eat healthier. maybe even a diet.. if i can try to actually do it. did a bunch of crunches during alias. im gonna try to do em every day. also gonna try to run every weekend.. when the weather stays nice. competitons are in less than 2 weeks. am i ready? i dont know. i mean i already competed, but 2 classes isnt enough for me to improve from last comp. oh well. now im not in a good mood. just upset. dont even know exactly why. jealous of a lot of things. sometimes it just isnt fair.