I Believe In Miracles!
Hey guys,
I just got back from Crosslight! Yeah! Right now Im am soo pumped right now. Not...rather embrassed(sp?) with myself now. I saw Richard today but damn it he didnt show up to Crosslight so I am very mad at him right now. Even though its his birthday tomorrow! Happy b-day daddy Richard. So Neko-chan Im sorry I didnt get the Steve seal of approval yet and get the stevy-ness but Im working on it! :). So anyways I had fun.
It was really that fun as last time considering a few details. First of all there was no "Youth In Focus" but hmm....there will be two of them in October. Third there was no Kyle Vasquez so there was no drum playing. ANd finally there was no Richard,no piano player! I wished for a miracle and it didnt happen. Richard didnt show up :(. Now Im sad. But we had soo much fun at the beginning we had a did a game. It was called "Do you love your Neighbor! We played that for like probably most of the time at the beginning. It was really funny because people got up and fought for their seats. Milo was there. WE didnt really talk one-on-one though disappointment here, but seeing him laugh and seeing me laugh was worth the while!
The embrassing part of this whole ordeal was really at the beginning before the "drama" team came up. We all sat down. Janette at the end with Heather and Megan. They wouldnt scoot over and finally I had to sit right next to Miles. He leaned over us and said "Wow I at the girls section/row here. I'm well Miles we all love you and I started hugging him. He just looked at me like I was crazy and he was like looks like were starting. I just sat back against the sit and swore at myself for saying those words to him even though I didnt say "I love you" I said that "we love you". So what was my outburst for.... Hmm...I have to think that for a second or an hour or even a month!
Anyways...the next one is on October 14. I know its right after homecoming but hey were busy! LOL! And yes Neko-chan and Careo this one is WORTH while to go to. Well, I think so because Miles is going to talk about his life and I guess how he became what he is today. A fun-loving guy! And there is also going to be another "youth in focus" yes! They already been notified I guess and phew guys its not me! Yes, the pressure is off my shoulders for now.
Anyways, speaking of Richard and his abesence. Even though I had fun tonight with the "Do you love your neighbor" game. I have come to a very logical conclusion I think. I love Richard. ANd if he is missing or something I can tell. I dont have that much of a good time without him. ANd that proved it tonight considering I wanted to chat with him. I also did what to chat with Miles. At least he was there. If both of them were gone I wouldnt know what to do with myself, literally. I think Im obessing a little bit here but I dont really care. Richard was suppose to be here tonight..to make me laugh and smile. This one Im glad that you guys missed because it was boring. It was boring because it was one with really much enthusiam. ANd I think Richard is the one that puts the real smile on my face. I know this is stupid but Richard makes me happy and laugh all the same! And tonight proved it because I sensed and probably a lot others sense that we werent really having fun...Guess what the highlight probably was for the whole group tonight. The game! ANd me missing Richard. Its pathetic! Im pathetic. Hey look heres someone whose pathetic and loves people that they cant have!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I saw both Miles and him during church as usual but its plan-and boring. I was panicking again because Miles as usual showed up late. But before he went he said goodbye Allison. ANd Im like c-ya tonight Miles...He just smiled and left.
Anyways the "current song" Im writing down is very simple. Its the title of this journal entry. I dont know how it relates to what I just said tonight. BUt I knew I had to do a song thing for it. Its called I Believe In Miracles. ANd guess what its by my daddy Richard!! I was soo shocked and touched the songs. It just reminded me all over again how much I do care for him and some of the memories came back in my head..from New Orleans!
Well I said a mouth full tonight journal. Mostly being upset that Richard didn't show up. I hoped it would be a miracle that he would be late or something. BUt no...it didnt happen.
Love ya always
Steve(Alli)
I just got back from Crosslight! Yeah! Right now Im am soo pumped right now. Not...rather embrassed(sp?) with myself now. I saw Richard today but damn it he didnt show up to Crosslight so I am very mad at him right now. Even though its his birthday tomorrow! Happy b-day daddy Richard. So Neko-chan Im sorry I didnt get the Steve seal of approval yet and get the stevy-ness but Im working on it! :). So anyways I had fun.
It was really that fun as last time considering a few details. First of all there was no "Youth In Focus" but hmm....there will be two of them in October. Third there was no Kyle Vasquez so there was no drum playing. ANd finally there was no Richard,no piano player! I wished for a miracle and it didnt happen. Richard didnt show up :(. Now Im sad. But we had soo much fun at the beginning we had a did a game. It was called "Do you love your Neighbor! We played that for like probably most of the time at the beginning. It was really funny because people got up and fought for their seats. Milo was there. WE didnt really talk one-on-one though disappointment here, but seeing him laugh and seeing me laugh was worth the while!
The embrassing part of this whole ordeal was really at the beginning before the "drama" team came up. We all sat down. Janette at the end with Heather and Megan. They wouldnt scoot over and finally I had to sit right next to Miles. He leaned over us and said "Wow I at the girls section/row here. I'm well Miles we all love you and I started hugging him. He just looked at me like I was crazy and he was like looks like were starting. I just sat back against the sit and swore at myself for saying those words to him even though I didnt say "I love you" I said that "we love you". So what was my outburst for.... Hmm...I have to think that for a second or an hour or even a month!
Anyways...the next one is on October 14. I know its right after homecoming but hey were busy! LOL! And yes Neko-chan and Careo this one is WORTH while to go to. Well, I think so because Miles is going to talk about his life and I guess how he became what he is today. A fun-loving guy! And there is also going to be another "youth in focus" yes! They already been notified I guess and phew guys its not me! Yes, the pressure is off my shoulders for now.
Anyways, speaking of Richard and his abesence. Even though I had fun tonight with the "Do you love your neighbor" game. I have come to a very logical conclusion I think. I love Richard. ANd if he is missing or something I can tell. I dont have that much of a good time without him. ANd that proved it tonight considering I wanted to chat with him. I also did what to chat with Miles. At least he was there. If both of them were gone I wouldnt know what to do with myself, literally. I think Im obessing a little bit here but I dont really care. Richard was suppose to be here tonight..to make me laugh and smile. This one Im glad that you guys missed because it was boring. It was boring because it was one with really much enthusiam. ANd I think Richard is the one that puts the real smile on my face. I know this is stupid but Richard makes me happy and laugh all the same! And tonight proved it because I sensed and probably a lot others sense that we werent really having fun...Guess what the highlight probably was for the whole group tonight. The game! ANd me missing Richard. Its pathetic! Im pathetic. Hey look heres someone whose pathetic and loves people that they cant have!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I saw both Miles and him during church as usual but its plan-and boring. I was panicking again because Miles as usual showed up late. But before he went he said goodbye Allison. ANd Im like c-ya tonight Miles...He just smiled and left.
Anyways the "current song" Im writing down is very simple. Its the title of this journal entry. I dont know how it relates to what I just said tonight. BUt I knew I had to do a song thing for it. Its called I Believe In Miracles. ANd guess what its by my daddy Richard!! I was soo shocked and touched the songs. It just reminded me all over again how much I do care for him and some of the memories came back in my head..from New Orleans!
Well I said a mouth full tonight journal. Mostly being upset that Richard didn't show up. I hoped it would be a miracle that he would be late or something. BUt no...it didnt happen.
Love ya always
Steve(Alli)