"I hate you Dan" I whispered over and over plugging my ears..."I thought you'd come and save me"
What a weekend..geez..and talking to Dan again..seeing Dan with his new hair! WoW!
Yeah I wanted to see him today, but Saturday morning I wanted to kill him and shut him up. I definately no who girl x is! I am sure I know..I wanted to kill both of them..but I decided to send my wrath through Dan because I didn't want her to be upset..so I repeated over and over I hate you Dan..whispering while I was trying to fall asleep in the uncomfortable seat on the bus..Before I finally fell asleep I whispered to myself with tears in my eyes I forbid myself to talk to him..I didn't want to talk to him..
We ended all of us got a 1..8 ensembles and 7 out of 13 solos got a one..it was a clean sweep after all..
I saw Dan at prom..he was magnificent..with his tux..I was happy to see him..but we didn't say hi until we passed each other in the hallway and we quickly said hey to each other and told each other that we were having a good time. (even though in my mind I repeated myself I shouldn't have talked to him) I wished Dan would have stayed closer to me or even Matt for that matter..but I think it was before they even came to the picture.. Sean came and asked me to dance with him (fast song that some were slow dancing too) and for some reason I couldn't find myself to say no even though I wanted to..so I danced with him.. I tell you the truth..I was thinking about Dan the whole entire time..even Matt I thought about..It was a long song and I wanted to get myself out of it the whole time..I know it is mean but my heart wasn't in the dance or the person who was dancing with me..I think I felt tears or sadness that I wanted to just run away from Sean. I mean I know I should have been flattered because a guy asked me but I guess it was just the wrong guy..
I told Dan all about it today during 7th hour before we talked about grass..he felt sorry for me afterwards..)..I felt sorry for me to say that but it was true. I also told Dan that while we were dancing I told him we talked about Shakespear and I lifted up the taming of the shrew..and Dan started laughingafter I said I wanted you or Matt(looks over at his direction. i wanted him or Dan to save me he even said when did it happen..I told him i dont recall when it happened..but it did happen..he felt sorry for me..Dan and I actually talked Im amazed..I mean like not in a classroom setting.. During 5th hour I was sitting there and grading Coach Rhoades papers and I saw him walking by for lunch and i looked up abd saw him walk by and I sighed..and went back to work. A couple of minutes later he came back and when he returned he talked to me..I told him what I won during afterprom and stuff..In 7th hour he asked me again what I got from afterprom. I just said that I already told him..and he was yeah I know but I forgot..Isn't that cute? Oh well I had a good day..
The title..I hated Dan all weekend but then we talked and I wanted him to save me from Sean so I guess I dont hate him anymore..and thats why the second part is up there for..
Dan I figured that I love you and if my friends dont tell you before I do, then you'll find a message in your yearbook..how much I have come to care about you..
Yeah I wanted to see him today, but Saturday morning I wanted to kill him and shut him up. I definately no who girl x is! I am sure I know..I wanted to kill both of them..but I decided to send my wrath through Dan because I didn't want her to be upset..so I repeated over and over I hate you Dan..whispering while I was trying to fall asleep in the uncomfortable seat on the bus..Before I finally fell asleep I whispered to myself with tears in my eyes I forbid myself to talk to him..I didn't want to talk to him..
We ended all of us got a 1..8 ensembles and 7 out of 13 solos got a one..it was a clean sweep after all..
I saw Dan at prom..he was magnificent..with his tux..I was happy to see him..but we didn't say hi until we passed each other in the hallway and we quickly said hey to each other and told each other that we were having a good time. (even though in my mind I repeated myself I shouldn't have talked to him) I wished Dan would have stayed closer to me or even Matt for that matter..but I think it was before they even came to the picture.. Sean came and asked me to dance with him (fast song that some were slow dancing too) and for some reason I couldn't find myself to say no even though I wanted to..so I danced with him.. I tell you the truth..I was thinking about Dan the whole entire time..even Matt I thought about..It was a long song and I wanted to get myself out of it the whole time..I know it is mean but my heart wasn't in the dance or the person who was dancing with me..I think I felt tears or sadness that I wanted to just run away from Sean. I mean I know I should have been flattered because a guy asked me but I guess it was just the wrong guy..
I told Dan all about it today during 7th hour before we talked about grass..he felt sorry for me afterwards..)..I felt sorry for me to say that but it was true. I also told Dan that while we were dancing I told him we talked about Shakespear and I lifted up the taming of the shrew..and Dan started laughingafter I said I wanted you or Matt(looks over at his direction. i wanted him or Dan to save me he even said when did it happen..I told him i dont recall when it happened..but it did happen..he felt sorry for me..Dan and I actually talked Im amazed..I mean like not in a classroom setting.. During 5th hour I was sitting there and grading Coach Rhoades papers and I saw him walking by for lunch and i looked up abd saw him walk by and I sighed..and went back to work. A couple of minutes later he came back and when he returned he talked to me..I told him what I won during afterprom and stuff..In 7th hour he asked me again what I got from afterprom. I just said that I already told him..and he was yeah I know but I forgot..Isn't that cute? Oh well I had a good day..
The title..I hated Dan all weekend but then we talked and I wanted him to save me from Sean so I guess I dont hate him anymore..and thats why the second part is up there for..
Dan I figured that I love you and if my friends dont tell you before I do, then you'll find a message in your yearbook..how much I have come to care about you..