Feb 17, 2003 22:06
Milo,
Hey buddy, whats happening? Not much has been going on lately with me. Its just been school. I want to say that I miss you but it feels like I shouldn't have to say that to you, considering that I haven't seen you in like a month. But I mail you this because of last nights D-teams. We had D-teams and it was great, except we were missing a couple of main people. Zeckser wasn't there. Ryan, I missed his smile, and I dont get to see him until Friday.. :(. I might see him on Weds. during the matinee at school. Because he is in Grease. Also Sarah and Mike weren't there! :(. I love Lisa and all but Sarah and Mike are my pals. Its probably because of the closeness in age. What happened is Sarah decided on going down to Raleigh to visit Mike(considering it is a three day weekend). I understood that in all, because Mike is the one that ususally comes up, but Miles. It was hard. It wasn't hard because it was guys and girls together because we did it once before..I guess it just because Mike wasn't present.
Anyway what Im getting at is @ D-teams I got to missing you. And between when you left and now it seems that I haven't even met you. It seems that you have disappeared out of my life and never entered it before. At times I feel that way, but other times like this last Sunday night. I wished you were here. My friend Caroline told me seeing you and everything and writing to you was just a phase..an obsession of some sort. And I feel like she is right at times. I dont want her to be right Milo. I want you back. Thats how I feel Miles. Im worried that when/if we see each other next we'd have to start back over at the beginning..
Sometimes I dont really know that your gone and other times Im dying for you to come back to me..
Fortunately for you..V-day wasn't one of the cases this year..
Love you
Alli
PS. Remember this song(listed below) was the last song I heard when you gave me wine at the Lord Supper your last night..I almost cried when you said Allison take and drink the blood of Christ..(good memories :))
letters,
miles