"What is Love...."
Hey whats up?
Today was "excellent, and sweeet" Milo's words of wisdom! Anyway tonight I'm going to Incred-ibowl with my church group. Very exciting and because Miles might be there...not! I doubt it, but anyway yeah Im going bowling tonight at 7:00!!!!! Too I dont know when!
Anyway yes! I so happy because I saw both Miles and Richard...I will probably have to kill my brother Kyle but that wouldnt be right...under God's vision
I want to kill Kyle because what he kept on saying to me in church today.. He was like go sit by your "boyfriend", go sit by Mile you know you want too..I was just like "just shut up Kyle" he isnt my boyfriend...he will never be my boyfriend. But that caused me to keep on looking back to where MILES was! Hehe. I saw him earlier though. He came up to me and was like "hey" I was just like "hi" We got it on and saying how was your week and stuff..we were both like it was ok. He was like yeah..I got my grade back from my test that I did...(he umm...is in college...at DEVRY) and I asked how did he do..He just looked at me and said I got an A!!! I just said I was proud of him and he turned to Alex and started talking to him. But Kyle is right and wrong at he same time. I love Miles..I might be a little obbessed about him but I know my limit and I know that I WILL never have him!
Speaking of never having anyone...Im definately not going to have my daddy Richard. Ewww....I saw him today though! Yeah! Yeah during church he kept on passing me(because he had to do a video and plus had to do the music...). I never really got to talk to him until the end. Then I got a few words out! After church and after taking down some things(my mom had something setup for church). I saw Richard with his guitar talking to some people. I looked at him and smiled. He started walking and I started walking as well and so..I think he said hey steve. i was like hey hows it going? Fine I was like and I kind of gave him a hug and Lisa(youth leader) was looking on and was like that was sweet! She asked me if I was going to go bowling tonight..I wasnt sure..Richard was heading towards his office and was like "your going bowing tonight? I was like yeah we are...arent you going to come. He just said...Lisa doesnt tell me anything.. I asked him again and he just said that he cant. I was disappointed in that because Rcahrd hardly comes anymore to these things and I miss him..
Ok time for the topic of the day. Lisa wanted us to talk about "sex"! SO we talked about it...we umm.. are going to talk about it next week. BUt anyway she put up a good point. or one of my peers did. Lisa was like how do we know if were in love? Or loved..or being loved. Nobody answered until Andrew Chirst. Came up withsomething. He was like...Im not sure if its right or not,but well..Im a sophomore and blah blah. He stated that they dont know what "Love" really is. Because were so used to it...we dont think its wrong. I mean he was like people I know say there in love or something and they break up the next few days...Everyone agreed with that. My friend Megan stated that she dated someone for a really long time and they broke up...they said "love yous" really towards the end but they broke up. And they both got on with there life.
Lisa said that was true...you get into a relationship for a while..and then you break up. Its painful but you always WILL FIND SOMEONE NEW!!! You will find that right person. She also stated the older you get the more knowledge you will have of loving someone. She thinks that you can get pressured and say I love you and dont really mean it at the end!
What Im trying to say is that you dont know what love really is until much older. I mean you say you love someone all the time and do you mean it? Some people mean it and others are like yeah ok I love you like you really needed someone. Im not saying that I doubt my love or there love to me. Im just simply stating that people dont know what real love is until there older not our age.
When Lisa was saying this...I went back to time...to Miles/Richard to my teachers friends everyone that I said I loved you. And guess what most of them dont know that. But I know love can be most powerful word! It can mean anything...so yeah..thats basically what we talked about. I also thought about Careo/Adam scenario and it gave me complete understanding that they both didnt know much about love nor Peter or Ashey(sorry guys that if Im offending you but its my point of view you can hate me or love me)
Well I gotta run
Love ya
Alli
**steve seal of approval...the fullness of stevy-ness
Today was "excellent, and sweeet" Milo's words of wisdom! Anyway tonight I'm going to Incred-ibowl with my church group. Very exciting and because Miles might be there...not! I doubt it, but anyway yeah Im going bowling tonight at 7:00!!!!! Too I dont know when!
Anyway yes! I so happy because I saw both Miles and Richard...I will probably have to kill my brother Kyle but that wouldnt be right...under God's vision
I want to kill Kyle because what he kept on saying to me in church today.. He was like go sit by your "boyfriend", go sit by Mile you know you want too..I was just like "just shut up Kyle" he isnt my boyfriend...he will never be my boyfriend. But that caused me to keep on looking back to where MILES was! Hehe. I saw him earlier though. He came up to me and was like "hey" I was just like "hi" We got it on and saying how was your week and stuff..we were both like it was ok. He was like yeah..I got my grade back from my test that I did...(he umm...is in college...at DEVRY) and I asked how did he do..He just looked at me and said I got an A!!! I just said I was proud of him and he turned to Alex and started talking to him. But Kyle is right and wrong at he same time. I love Miles..I might be a little obbessed about him but I know my limit and I know that I WILL never have him!
Speaking of never having anyone...Im definately not going to have my daddy Richard. Ewww....I saw him today though! Yeah! Yeah during church he kept on passing me(because he had to do a video and plus had to do the music...). I never really got to talk to him until the end. Then I got a few words out! After church and after taking down some things(my mom had something setup for church). I saw Richard with his guitar talking to some people. I looked at him and smiled. He started walking and I started walking as well and so..I think he said hey steve. i was like hey hows it going? Fine I was like and I kind of gave him a hug and Lisa(youth leader) was looking on and was like that was sweet! She asked me if I was going to go bowling tonight..I wasnt sure..Richard was heading towards his office and was like "your going bowing tonight? I was like yeah we are...arent you going to come. He just said...Lisa doesnt tell me anything.. I asked him again and he just said that he cant. I was disappointed in that because Rcahrd hardly comes anymore to these things and I miss him..
Ok time for the topic of the day. Lisa wanted us to talk about "sex"! SO we talked about it...we umm.. are going to talk about it next week. BUt anyway she put up a good point. or one of my peers did. Lisa was like how do we know if were in love? Or loved..or being loved. Nobody answered until Andrew Chirst. Came up withsomething. He was like...Im not sure if its right or not,but well..Im a sophomore and blah blah. He stated that they dont know what "Love" really is. Because were so used to it...we dont think its wrong. I mean he was like people I know say there in love or something and they break up the next few days...Everyone agreed with that. My friend Megan stated that she dated someone for a really long time and they broke up...they said "love yous" really towards the end but they broke up. And they both got on with there life.
Lisa said that was true...you get into a relationship for a while..and then you break up. Its painful but you always WILL FIND SOMEONE NEW!!! You will find that right person. She also stated the older you get the more knowledge you will have of loving someone. She thinks that you can get pressured and say I love you and dont really mean it at the end!
What Im trying to say is that you dont know what love really is until much older. I mean you say you love someone all the time and do you mean it? Some people mean it and others are like yeah ok I love you like you really needed someone. Im not saying that I doubt my love or there love to me. Im just simply stating that people dont know what real love is until there older not our age.
When Lisa was saying this...I went back to time...to Miles/Richard to my teachers friends everyone that I said I loved you. And guess what most of them dont know that. But I know love can be most powerful word! It can mean anything...so yeah..thats basically what we talked about. I also thought about Careo/Adam scenario and it gave me complete understanding that they both didnt know much about love nor Peter or Ashey(sorry guys that if Im offending you but its my point of view you can hate me or love me)
Well I gotta run
Love ya
Alli
**steve seal of approval...the fullness of stevy-ness