Missing People!
Hey..
Whats going on? I had the most fantastic day ever!! Oh my God! Yeah. ANd I thank you lord for giving me the oppurtinity to do so!
Missing people...yeah I do miss them if there not there. I miss Neko cause she is always stuck at home and hasnt came to school in like forever. Im writing this down because someone inspired me to do so. Not only do I miss Neko at school...I miss Richard and Miles during the week...
Coach Rhoades inspired me to write this. I mean he was acutally gone for I guess 2 days off this week. Monday and Tuesday. And I didnt find out that he was missing until lunch came because I didnt feel like going to the SENIOR hallway where I usually see him. I missed him twice. Today after 4th hour I walked past the cafeteria and there was Coach Rhoades taking his trash away. And I smiled he smiled back. (Yesterday he explained that he was sick for Monday and Tuesday). I was just like ok. Today the first words that came out of his mouth was "She didnt come". Meaning Alison. And I was like I talked to her the other day and she was feeling pretty crappy. He was just like I feel so sorry for her any everything being sick and everything. I told him that I would talk to her and say that. I was like I'll also tell her that you miss her too. He was like yeah I guess I was like I'll see if I can talk to her! We were in the out of the cafeteria by now and was still walking and he was like...Yeah I miss her and I miss you in class also. ANd I thought he was saying that in a joking way and I was like your ruining my self-esteem here its going really low. He said it again more seriously I also miss you in class. I patted him on the back and said "your sweet". We parted ways and said goodbye.
Guess who I saw today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im really excited that I got to see him. Shocked actually...but yeah I saw him today! Your all wondering who I got to see. I got to see my fellow "boy" Josh!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah...he is just the same. I thought when he told me that he was gay that he changed and everything and that I would feel really stupid around him. But it seemed like it never occured to or him what happened on Halloween! He and Ashley were picking up Julie and(usually Ashley picks her up) but Josh came as well. He gave me one of his hugs...gigantic hugs in the whole wide world! I love Josh! I truly missed his hugs and it was very exilerhating for me! We held hands and faced each other while he asked how are you! I smiled and said fine. Yeah! I cant get over it!! How can I ever live without Josh if he is gay or not! It doesnt matter, I still love him!! And for 5min. I was Josh's girl again....
**I realized after Josh left and after me and Kat could breathe again(Kat=katherine harris)I realize that I am glad that I invited Josh to my birthday party because I cant live without Josh in my live even if we just see each other periodically. I will always know that he is there. ANd everyone of my friends! I'm very grateful for all of you**
GO Josh! I love ya Josh...thanks for everything
Love ya Steve
**Steve seal of approval, fullness of stevy-ness
Whats going on? I had the most fantastic day ever!! Oh my God! Yeah. ANd I thank you lord for giving me the oppurtinity to do so!
Missing people...yeah I do miss them if there not there. I miss Neko cause she is always stuck at home and hasnt came to school in like forever. Im writing this down because someone inspired me to do so. Not only do I miss Neko at school...I miss Richard and Miles during the week...
Coach Rhoades inspired me to write this. I mean he was acutally gone for I guess 2 days off this week. Monday and Tuesday. And I didnt find out that he was missing until lunch came because I didnt feel like going to the SENIOR hallway where I usually see him. I missed him twice. Today after 4th hour I walked past the cafeteria and there was Coach Rhoades taking his trash away. And I smiled he smiled back. (Yesterday he explained that he was sick for Monday and Tuesday). I was just like ok. Today the first words that came out of his mouth was "She didnt come". Meaning Alison. And I was like I talked to her the other day and she was feeling pretty crappy. He was just like I feel so sorry for her any everything being sick and everything. I told him that I would talk to her and say that. I was like I'll also tell her that you miss her too. He was like yeah I guess I was like I'll see if I can talk to her! We were in the out of the cafeteria by now and was still walking and he was like...Yeah I miss her and I miss you in class also. ANd I thought he was saying that in a joking way and I was like your ruining my self-esteem here its going really low. He said it again more seriously I also miss you in class. I patted him on the back and said "your sweet". We parted ways and said goodbye.
Guess who I saw today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im really excited that I got to see him. Shocked actually...but yeah I saw him today! Your all wondering who I got to see. I got to see my fellow "boy" Josh!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah...he is just the same. I thought when he told me that he was gay that he changed and everything and that I would feel really stupid around him. But it seemed like it never occured to or him what happened on Halloween! He and Ashley were picking up Julie and(usually Ashley picks her up) but Josh came as well. He gave me one of his hugs...gigantic hugs in the whole wide world! I love Josh! I truly missed his hugs and it was very exilerhating for me! We held hands and faced each other while he asked how are you! I smiled and said fine. Yeah! I cant get over it!! How can I ever live without Josh if he is gay or not! It doesnt matter, I still love him!! And for 5min. I was Josh's girl again....
**I realized after Josh left and after me and Kat could breathe again(Kat=katherine harris)I realize that I am glad that I invited Josh to my birthday party because I cant live without Josh in my live even if we just see each other periodically. I will always know that he is there. ANd everyone of my friends! I'm very grateful for all of you**
GO Josh! I love ya Josh...thanks for everything
Love ya Steve
**Steve seal of approval, fullness of stevy-ness