Jan 20, 2005 18:55
ok so today was a really long day, but it wasnt all that bad cuz i only had like a half an hour of homework. ha. today my mom was like PMSing or something like that cuz she like yelled at me for no apparent reason at all i think its just cuz i was there and she had no one else to yell at... i dunno. when i told her that i didnt understand her reasoning for yelling at me she told me that i was stupid... well maybe in her eyes i am... whatever. i was kinda upset but whatever ill get over it. i was really upset when danielle told me that she couldnt go to alpine with me cuz her mom is making her babysit her sister... ugh i hate siblings... so i guess ill just call camille or something like that. my mom told me that if camille couldnt go then i couldnt go and i got mad at her for that. im not even kidding. i mean its not like i would enjoy going all by myself or anything its just that sometimes she just makes me angry when she says that i cant do stuff. yes i kno your probally thinking wow this girl has no life... its not that exciting i kno but i hav gotton used to it. u should too. the best part of my day is always at 9 o'colck. i look foreward to that time everyday of my life. that is when i get to talk to WC. i can talk to him for hours and i love every moment of it. i really miss WC, it seems like i can never see him. i hate all girls schools for this. all my good friends are guys... yes i do hav som good friends that are girls its just that i dunno girls can be really bitchy and shit and i hate it... i am around them all of the time and it starts to really get on my nerves sometimes... i mean when you go to an all girls school everyone becomes really close and yea when you are with the same ppl that are girls you tend to get on the same cycle as them... if ya kno what i mean... so the whole school is PMSing at the same damn time... that would definately be this week. i just want out!! ahhh!! its insane! when i talk to WC it seems like everything is different and i can jus tell him stuff. i dunno what i would do without that boy! hes the only guy that i can talk to for a whole 6 hours and not talk about the same thing twice! i feel luckey to have that... you dont really get the opportunity that often to become so colse with a guy. so like i said today was really long and its still not even close to being over...
10 more days and OUR little secret will no longer be OURS anymore.