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Well today was eventful kind of.
Dean came over, we chilled.
Aaron picked me up and i got to see lil d adam jeremy and jeff.
IT was fun. Havent seen them in so long.. i missed them.
Soon afterwards, i went and chilled with amber.
Soon after she took me home.
I cant sleep been thinking to much about so much.
SOmetimes its so shitty.
I wrote 2 poems last night..i havent written any in a long while.
I read some my journals, talked bout nathan a lot.
I really was in love.
But now im in love all over again, and its sucking again.
WHy can't it ever be good?
Just when i find somenoe i care so much about..it all goes away.
Im debating on wheather or not to give up.
Its so hard.
I got ajob interview friday.
Im very excited.
Hope i get this job..
Get things on track.
WHo knos though..
idk what to do ne more.
Dean came over, we chilled.
Aaron picked me up and i got to see lil d adam jeremy and jeff.
IT was fun. Havent seen them in so long.. i missed them.
Soon afterwards, i went and chilled with amber.
Soon after she took me home.
I cant sleep been thinking to much about so much.
SOmetimes its so shitty.
I wrote 2 poems last night..i havent written any in a long while.
I read some my journals, talked bout nathan a lot.
I really was in love.
But now im in love all over again, and its sucking again.
WHy can't it ever be good?
Just when i find somenoe i care so much about..it all goes away.
Im debating on wheather or not to give up.
Its so hard.
I got ajob interview friday.
Im very excited.
Hope i get this job..
Get things on track.
WHo knos though..
idk what to do ne more.