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Hm. For some reason i've been thinking wayy too much lately. About things that i don't even know why I'm thinking about.
But like how my life has been so fucked up. Listen to this okay tell me if ne one who reads this is the same. I had the PERFECT life, had the kewlest most fun best friend i could tell all too, a really neat friend that was so halarious i loved being around and one other friend that ive been through alot with and we ended up talkin once again. We went to this beautiful place HAWII, that no one couldeven imagine going too and for some reason my best friend and i's lives got torn apart from one another. Havent talked in 1 year. and all because of hawii. Most of it because things i dont even remember and thigns that were our diffrences. The Funny halarious person I <3ed to death. Is so busy with other people now, and that one other person who talked to me once again and been through a lot with me...we dont talk. Its just i know this may be little to them people but it affected my life ina big way. .. I would have never gone to hawii the most beautiful place ive ever been if i knew i was gonna loose my best friend and some other great friends too.
Another thing that bothers me is i feel so damn alone...No im not depressed its just i need somenoe there. someone totalk to, and most of the people at lchs who i thought were my friends. really werent. Figures.
But like how my life has been so fucked up. Listen to this okay tell me if ne one who reads this is the same. I had the PERFECT life, had the kewlest most fun best friend i could tell all too, a really neat friend that was so halarious i loved being around and one other friend that ive been through alot with and we ended up talkin once again. We went to this beautiful place HAWII, that no one couldeven imagine going too and for some reason my best friend and i's lives got torn apart from one another. Havent talked in 1 year. and all because of hawii. Most of it because things i dont even remember and thigns that were our diffrences. The Funny halarious person I <3ed to death. Is so busy with other people now, and that one other person who talked to me once again and been through a lot with me...we dont talk. Its just i know this may be little to them people but it affected my life ina big way. .. I would have never gone to hawii the most beautiful place ive ever been if i knew i was gonna loose my best friend and some other great friends too.
Another thing that bothers me is i feel so damn alone...No im not depressed its just i need somenoe there. someone totalk to, and most of the people at lchs who i thought were my friends. really werent. Figures.