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why do i find myself hiding from you?
anywhere i find out you are, i chicken out and end up staying home. so finally, i went to the track meet. thinking i could handle it. and i was okay at first, then i saw you and so many emotions ran through my body. my mom was right. i wasn't ready. looks like im staying home hiding again for another forever..i refuse to go to eat n park now. in fear of seeing you, wolfies, going anywhere near the school.
why am i so scared...
i use to love being in the presense of you. but now its one of my biggest fears alive.
maybe because you use to like me being there..
i wish i didnt care like you want me to. but im not a robot.
im not alright
im broken inside
anywhere i find out you are, i chicken out and end up staying home. so finally, i went to the track meet. thinking i could handle it. and i was okay at first, then i saw you and so many emotions ran through my body. my mom was right. i wasn't ready. looks like im staying home hiding again for another forever..i refuse to go to eat n park now. in fear of seeing you, wolfies, going anywhere near the school.
why am i so scared...
i use to love being in the presense of you. but now its one of my biggest fears alive.
maybe because you use to like me being there..
i wish i didnt care like you want me to. but im not a robot.
im not alright
im broken inside