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so.
i just got back from johns viewing=[
ugh, i hate..hate hate hate viewings.
i hate the fact that they make them look..just..
not themselves.
he looked amazing, he looked like an angel and thats what killed me.
he was such an amazing person. and an amazing dad.
i can remember all the time at the hockey games and how proud he was with nathan and jj.
and just..to think someone is so fucked up in their head to take him away from them.
take him away from his..life. it just..it disgusts me.
how can someone even do that?
he had a family.
he had friends.
he had a life.
and all in the blink of an eye.
someone took them all away.
it just..hurts. and its scary that there those kind of people in this world.
ugh. i just keep picturing him.
and how peaceful he looked then and imagining what he went through to get where he was.
in the casket.
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idk, i just feel..dead.
he didnt deserve that. no one does but especially him.
he was in incredible person and was put through so much shit through out his life.
i wish that i couldve helped. somehow.
maybe it wouldnt have helped..but it wouldve been worth a shot.
aioshd.
its just not fair.
my hearts aching.
for him..for nathan..
it just..hurts.
its scary to think how much life can change in just the blink of an eye.
i hope whoever did it..ugh. i dont even want to start because i wont stop. i just hope he/she dies a cruel unusual death. twice.stupidassmotherfucker.
honestly. why?
thats all i want to know.
i just got back from johns viewing=[
ugh, i hate..hate hate hate viewings.
i hate the fact that they make them look..just..
not themselves.
he looked amazing, he looked like an angel and thats what killed me.
he was such an amazing person. and an amazing dad.
i can remember all the time at the hockey games and how proud he was with nathan and jj.
and just..to think someone is so fucked up in their head to take him away from them.
take him away from his..life. it just..it disgusts me.
how can someone even do that?
he had a family.
he had friends.
he had a life.
and all in the blink of an eye.
someone took them all away.
it just..hurts. and its scary that there those kind of people in this world.
ugh. i just keep picturing him.
and how peaceful he looked then and imagining what he went through to get where he was.
in the casket.
=[=[
idk, i just feel..dead.
he didnt deserve that. no one does but especially him.
he was in incredible person and was put through so much shit through out his life.
i wish that i couldve helped. somehow.
maybe it wouldnt have helped..but it wouldve been worth a shot.
aioshd.
its just not fair.
my hearts aching.
for him..for nathan..
it just..hurts.
its scary to think how much life can change in just the blink of an eye.
i hope whoever did it..ugh. i dont even want to start because i wont stop. i just hope he/she dies a cruel unusual death. twice.stupidassmotherfucker.
honestly. why?
thats all i want to know.