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im tired of looking at people and longing to look like them.
being as skinny as they are.
as pretty as they are.
everything.
im tired of it.
i want to be happy with who i am and how i look, but im not.
and i dont know if ill ever be.
everytime i look in the mirror, i look back at myself in disgust.
i hate the way i look.
its like im looking at someone..and that someones not me.
its like when a nasty girl walks into a room and u just stop and stare at her nastiness.
thats how it is. except its not some random nasty girl
its me, the nasty girl.
ugggh, i just..i want to be satisfied with the way i look.
im just sick and tired of it.
im sick of seeing stick thin people all the time and then looking at myself and just wanting to curl up and cry.
im tired of seeing gorgeous people without any flaws. and then looking at myself and noticing every single flaw thats there.
and let me tell ya, theres alot.
oiajsoi.
whyyy.
i dont want to be me anymore.
i want to run away and hide.
i dont want to show my face any longer..
aosjdaos..
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being as skinny as they are.
as pretty as they are.
everything.
im tired of it.
i want to be happy with who i am and how i look, but im not.
and i dont know if ill ever be.
everytime i look in the mirror, i look back at myself in disgust.
i hate the way i look.
its like im looking at someone..and that someones not me.
its like when a nasty girl walks into a room and u just stop and stare at her nastiness.
thats how it is. except its not some random nasty girl
its me, the nasty girl.
ugggh, i just..i want to be satisfied with the way i look.
im just sick and tired of it.
im sick of seeing stick thin people all the time and then looking at myself and just wanting to curl up and cry.
im tired of seeing gorgeous people without any flaws. and then looking at myself and noticing every single flaw thats there.
and let me tell ya, theres alot.
oiajsoi.
whyyy.
i dont want to be me anymore.
i want to run away and hide.
i dont want to show my face any longer..
aosjdaos..
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