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so...
aug. 6th [[i believe]] we left for the beach. n stayed the night at my aunts that night n then the following morning..we finished our way to NC.:].
we were there for a week...it was amazing.i want to move there, no joke. its just..ahh. i love it. ill post pics. sooner or later..
uhm..friday night [[while we were still there..]] mike walker called garretts cell..n said doc died..
n yea..
ronnie took me to the viewing tonight.
that..was rough.
everyone went in..n said their words..
i couldnt even step inside that room.
i took one glance at her...n just idk, something hit me.
i couldnt move..i felt..dead.
i kept trying to convince myself to go in there..but i couldnt.
it didnt even look like her..
everytime i would look at her..id just expect her to pop up n start laughing with that contagious laugh of hers..but..no..nothing happened.
she just laid there..still..:[.
n now i feel horrible because i didnt go in..it makes me feel disrespectful..ya kno? n tomorrow im suppose to go take morgan to the airport..but i cant. i think im going to stay here n show my respect to the family..n atleast go in and see her. plus the funeral is tomorrow too...n yea...
..hilliard was talking today to another teacher..and i overhead her..n she was just like..she was the last person in the world who deserved this..
and thats true..
soooo true..
Doc.
you will b missed by more people than i think ull ever kno. u touched so many peoples lives, uncluding mine. we could b in the worst situation possible n then someone would hear ur laugh..and the problems would just disappear..you were one in a million and will always be...
life isnt going to b the same without you.
gods lucky to have an angel like you<3
aug. 6th [[i believe]] we left for the beach. n stayed the night at my aunts that night n then the following morning..we finished our way to NC.:].
we were there for a week...it was amazing.i want to move there, no joke. its just..ahh. i love it. ill post pics. sooner or later..
uhm..friday night [[while we were still there..]] mike walker called garretts cell..n said doc died..
n yea..
ronnie took me to the viewing tonight.
that..was rough.
everyone went in..n said their words..
i couldnt even step inside that room.
i took one glance at her...n just idk, something hit me.
i couldnt move..i felt..dead.
i kept trying to convince myself to go in there..but i couldnt.
it didnt even look like her..
everytime i would look at her..id just expect her to pop up n start laughing with that contagious laugh of hers..but..no..nothing happened.
she just laid there..still..:[.
n now i feel horrible because i didnt go in..it makes me feel disrespectful..ya kno? n tomorrow im suppose to go take morgan to the airport..but i cant. i think im going to stay here n show my respect to the family..n atleast go in and see her. plus the funeral is tomorrow too...n yea...
..hilliard was talking today to another teacher..and i overhead her..n she was just like..she was the last person in the world who deserved this..
and thats true..
soooo true..
Doc.
you will b missed by more people than i think ull ever kno. u touched so many peoples lives, uncluding mine. we could b in the worst situation possible n then someone would hear ur laugh..and the problems would just disappear..you were one in a million and will always be...
life isnt going to b the same without you.
gods lucky to have an angel like you<3