I'm just gonna be Emo for a lil bit so bare w/ me......
I feel like I havent been myself lately. Like I've gone away from whom I am with the minor decisions that I made for myself. I also feel like I'm not good enough for anyone....I'm not saying it towards guys particularily but to anyone that I run into. Like I can't please those that I love and feeling like I've done so many wrong things that I absolutly dont mean to. Sometimes I think its just better for me to stay home so I can't mess up.
I don't know. I'm starting to wish that I went somewhere else to college. I want to start all over again. Start new and fresh. I want to meet new people and live a completely different lifestyle but still keep my best friends here. They actually keep me sane here just as much as my parents.I stayed here for college because I still need my parents right now to help me grow more as a person. I feel like 2 different ppl when I'm by myself and when I'm with other ppl, but most of the time I like the person I am when it's just me. But to my friends who are happening to read this, I'm definitley trying.....
Sorry for being Emo on you guys!!!!
I don't know. I'm starting to wish that I went somewhere else to college. I want to start all over again. Start new and fresh. I want to meet new people and live a completely different lifestyle but still keep my best friends here. They actually keep me sane here just as much as my parents.I stayed here for college because I still need my parents right now to help me grow more as a person. I feel like 2 different ppl when I'm by myself and when I'm with other ppl, but most of the time I like the person I am when it's just me. But to my friends who are happening to read this, I'm definitley trying.....
Sorry for being Emo on you guys!!!!