Updating For My Mother Cuz I Love Her
Look ma, no hands. Just kidding. (not too sure where that came from...) Anyways, I told you I would update you on the things I can't tell you over the phone, namely Harley. Well... (I feel like I've been talking about this a lot, but I figure it's for the best because I'm still trying to figure out what's going on.) today me and Vicky had a little chat about it, and I found out that Harley's cousin (who's name is Brent, a friend of mine) told Harley's mom that I was sexually active. Which I think we all know it a big fat lie!! So I feel weird now, because I met her twice and I can't stop think about what she must have thought about me.
But anyway the story leading up to Brent's telling her that is really cute. Harley got home from camping with us the other weekend, and him and Brent were talking to his mom and he said: "Hey mom, I think I might have a girlfriend!" Now you may not think it's cute, but it is, you have to know him.
And then today at the park, Vicky was telling me all this stuff about what we're like from an outside view. And she was just like: "You guys are so cute. It's so sweet the way he just hold you." Yah, and I was all like, "yah I know!". But we couldn't figure out if we are boyfriend and girlfriend. I mean, we're dating and everything, becasue we go places together, like for ice cream and for lunch and stuff... but we haven't talked about us being boyfriend and girlfriend. So I don't know about it.
Then yesterday, we were exploring his wallet and I found a condom, but just a week ago I was looking through it and there was no condom. So I made fun of him and asked him if he was planning on using it, to which he just laughed and told me it had been in there forever. Which I don't believe. Which made me think... I'm I ready to have sex?? Umm.... I don't think so.. no. But then I reassured myself by saying, hey, if he truly cares about me, he'll wait for me to be ready and wont pressure me into anything. Right?? I hope you are all nodding in agreement.
But anyways... even with the whole sex thing, I am truly happy right now with the shape of things right now. At least with the whole love life thing. Except I'm gonna have to tell his mom I'm not some big slu, and that I am a virgin. Stupid Brent. But I have to go now, because Cheryl is harping at me to do some homework, so I'll study for my Science test tomorrow. Love you all.