Apr 03, 2008 00:30
What the fuck is my life?
I can't wait to be done with school. I have zero motivation. Its disgusting.
I kind of got a job today. Im pretty jazzed. I love when things happen to me in interesting ways.
It's frusturating that the universe seems to be trying to prove a point to me that I already get. I think I was a happier person before I grew a conscience. Fuck karma. Now that Im finally trying to be good its like nothing ever works in my favor. It's official. I'm destined to be alone.
I thought that going to college would give me a second home. Instead, I feel like I dont really belong anywhere.
I'm really not used to feeling like I'm unwanted. I don't like it when people are indifferent to me.
You've never made me feel worthless before, that's what makes me saddest of all.