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Someone told me that I should stop caring what other people think of me. That really pissed me off.
As I browse over peoples' away messages, I cant help but notice how many of them are about love. Is this because people are in love or in infatuation or want love or what?
The end of this week is looking very good, and it makes me nervous. I feel like things cant possibly be going totally well, and they arent, but you know what I mean. Its the whole too good to be true type of situation.
I feel like what is happening here is exactly what I was afraid of. im in a akward limbo. Im not content at home, but the thought of going back to school does not exactly appeal either...so that sucks. Thats probably why traveling is so appealing right now. Settling down anywhere just scares me.
My horoscope today said that I should anticipate the death of a relationship. I will have to end something for good...I dont know how I feel about this...I dont know what if refers to for sure. I wish I didnt buy into these things.
I remember one time when Sarah and I went running around Lincoln Field screaming because we were so frusturated with college apps. I feel like doing that right now, but I know I wont. Last time I told someone about that they looked at me like I was crazy.
Peets is a fifth level of hell.
Im pretty sure am developing insomnia.
Since I have gotten home, I have only had one night without a nightmare.
I wish I could remember what I said.
I wish you would answer me.
I wish I were consistent.
I wish I were fluid in Spanish.
I think I'm getting uglier.
Sometimes saying things out loud helps me realize what I mean, shes right, Its like Im testing it out.
If you cant picture your future, does it mean you don't have one?
I'm not emo, I swear.
I miss people that I did not expect to miss.
As I browse over peoples' away messages, I cant help but notice how many of them are about love. Is this because people are in love or in infatuation or want love or what?
The end of this week is looking very good, and it makes me nervous. I feel like things cant possibly be going totally well, and they arent, but you know what I mean. Its the whole too good to be true type of situation.
I feel like what is happening here is exactly what I was afraid of. im in a akward limbo. Im not content at home, but the thought of going back to school does not exactly appeal either...so that sucks. Thats probably why traveling is so appealing right now. Settling down anywhere just scares me.
My horoscope today said that I should anticipate the death of a relationship. I will have to end something for good...I dont know how I feel about this...I dont know what if refers to for sure. I wish I didnt buy into these things.
I remember one time when Sarah and I went running around Lincoln Field screaming because we were so frusturated with college apps. I feel like doing that right now, but I know I wont. Last time I told someone about that they looked at me like I was crazy.
Peets is a fifth level of hell.
Im pretty sure am developing insomnia.
Since I have gotten home, I have only had one night without a nightmare.
I wish I could remember what I said.
I wish you would answer me.
I wish I were consistent.
I wish I were fluid in Spanish.
I think I'm getting uglier.
Sometimes saying things out loud helps me realize what I mean, shes right, Its like Im testing it out.
If you cant picture your future, does it mean you don't have one?
I'm not emo, I swear.
I miss people that I did not expect to miss.