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Soo...its been a few months since i've written last and so much shit has happened that I can't even remember 1/2 of it. So what i do remember I am lucky to. Schools almost over, only a few months left and I can't wait for the summer. Latley I've been so busy with school and working that I am trying to enjoy everyday i don't have to do either. Today i have off from work but the snow storm has kept me in my house for a lil while. I'm hopin it decides to clear upa lil bit so i'll be out and about a lil later but we'll see. For a while there I was hanging out with a new group of people and having a good time but those friends didn't last for long because i swear they were fuckin crazy. But its all good because the girlz are reunited and i'm still seeing everyone else. I was talking to this guy for a while but things went down hill and i got over him. The other night a get a phone call that just happens to be him and i'm shocked about how i feel. I really liked the guy before and i thought it could last a while then the other night it almost like i didn't even care. I'm talkin to this other guy and havening a great time with him. Its just how we get along. We spend the whole night hitting each other and just having fun. The drugs might be a small problem but i'll deal with it when that happens. A few more months and i'm getting a car...i fuckin can't wait. Not sure exactly what i'm getting but i'll be happy when i have it.
So it doesn't sound like months have gone by but i really don't know what else to say. Trying to get along with family, do good in school, go to work, and have a good time all crammed into not enough time. But hey i think everyone feels that same way. But everyday i try and put on a good face because before you know it time flies by. I look at the calendar and i can't believe its March of 2005. Its crazy....and its scary. I'm trying to live everything to its fullest because thats what i want out of life but i'll be honest..its hard --don;t fool yourself!! :)
So it doesn't sound like months have gone by but i really don't know what else to say. Trying to get along with family, do good in school, go to work, and have a good time all crammed into not enough time. But hey i think everyone feels that same way. But everyday i try and put on a good face because before you know it time flies by. I look at the calendar and i can't believe its March of 2005. Its crazy....and its scary. I'm trying to live everything to its fullest because thats what i want out of life but i'll be honest..its hard --don;t fool yourself!! :)