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DA i hate how today i feel like i fail at everything. and after a busy morning i sit down to watch a show that i recorded the other night and my dad tells me he wants edited copies of my college essays by tomorrow. while he watched 4 hrs of golf yesterday. i realize that he thinks that what i watch is pointless, and he doesn't have to enjoy my tv shows, but yesterday he was ignoring conversations with relatives because he wanted to watch OTHER guys hit little balls into a hole with a stick. and then he comes home and watches 4 more hours of this. and yes, i dislike playing golf let alone watching OTHERS play it, but i feel like i have a right to watch things i enjoy as much as he does. and i feel like shit, so i don't want him telling me to rewrite my essays even tho they suck bcuz, guess what, the reason they suck is because i was in a bad mood when i wrote them and rewriting them when i'm in a bad mood is not gonna help. I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW!!!!!