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wow. this was like one of the busiest weeks ever. rehearsal every night meant that i had about an hour to do all my hw for the night. well, less, because usually after school i would hang out with mike until almost 4, then i would have to make dinner, and then i would rush through my brit lit. cuz that was really only hw i had. except, right, that STUPID FRENCH PAPER that we had like 2 days to write. meaning i was up until like 12 the night before it was due. and okay, i'm sure other people get way less sleep than that but because i was stressing out all week about lack of time i wasn't sleeping well anyway, so that really sucked for me. my nails all got shorter. now i have a piano recital. like literally, in 45 minutes, i have a piano recital, which is bad because i didn't have time to practice all week, and i didn't even have a lesson because i didn't have a time to reschedule it to, and so i will pretty much suck. i guess it doesn't really matter, but i get really nervous about performing musically. remember how i fucked up "follow me" 2 of the 3 nights of camelot? i get kind of nervous about acting things, but def a lot more nervous about performing music than speaking.
okay, i'm done ranting. i wish i could go outside. but i pretty much wasted the morning on catching up on tv shows and playing piano. and i'm pretty much busy the rest of the night. so sucks for me.
okay, i'm done ranting. i wish i could go outside. but i pretty much wasted the morning on catching up on tv shows and playing piano. and i'm pretty much busy the rest of the night. so sucks for me.