I Don't Even Care Anymore
...I just want to graduate and move on with my life. That is all. I'm so sick of this school, this state, these people. I've had the worst experiences of my life in college (especially dating) and I find it really hard to think that some day I am going to look back on this as the best years of my life.
Melanie is ignoring me now...I think...I guess...I don't even know. And the bottom line is I am tired of caring. Not about her, but about everything except myself. I wish I could just stay in my room until graduation. Everyday it gets harder and harder to smile in everyone's face. This town is full of bad memories and disappointments. I want out.
Melanie is ignoring me now...I think...I guess...I don't even know. And the bottom line is I am tired of caring. Not about her, but about everything except myself. I wish I could just stay in my room until graduation. Everyday it gets harder and harder to smile in everyone's face. This town is full of bad memories and disappointments. I want out.