Fic: Lambs of John - Dean/Cas, NC-17

[qthelights]

Title: Lambs of John
Author: qthelights
Pairing: Dean/Cas
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: ~1300
Disclaimer: Not mine, just playing.
Warnings: None
Spoilers: Coda for 5x18. Everything up to that is fair game.
Summary: If Castiel loses faith in Dean, then his sacrifice will be for nothing.
A/N: Thank you to my girls, kadiel_krieger and cupiscent, for help, love and betaing and blue_fjords for having

Comments

[morganoconner]

Oh, sweetie, this is just spectacular... I don't even think I have words for how perfectly you captured the intensity, the brokenness, and the way Cas understood exactly what Dean was telling him... Just, GUH. Really, really wonderful, and I HOPE not the only Dean/Cas piece you ever write!!!

[qthelights]

Thank you!! Apparently broken works for me? ;) I hope it isn't the only Dean/Cas fic I ever write too. I certainly doubt it! Thank you again for the lovely comment, bb.

[sweetsyren]

This line?

Dean swallowed him down and bathed him clean with the humility of his mouth.

Beauty.

Stunning work.

[qthelights]

Thank you!! I'm glad you thought so :)

[nightswhisper]

...and this is your introductory post into fandom? Holy heck, gal. You win. You win at LIFE.

Your voice in this is just beautiful. And you get bonus points for using "monosyllabic". Because it's an awesome word that is ignored too much.

Fantastic, amazing, wonderful work. I can't wait to see more from you!

[qthelights]

Well it's my introductory post into Dean/Cas, though I've been writing SPN RPS for awhile now :) Dean/Cas always seemed a little harder somehow, I didn't want to screw it up! Thank you for your lovely words :)

[nightswhisper]

Still, you certainly did anything but screw it up.

[qthelights]

Well, for that i'm glad, thank you! :)

[blue_fjords]

Oh, so THAT'S what happened before Cas walked into the warehouse. :)

Awww, poor Dean. His self-image is terrible, and you sum it up very well. His headspace is one bleak landscape, yo.

And yay, first Dean/Cas from Q! Woo hoo!!!

[qthelights]

I like to think so *g*

Dean does have a terrible self-image, but his ickle heart is in the right place..

I is glad you liked, honey!! THANK YOU.

[psycocatgirl]

That was probably the most intense, desperate, insanely hot blowjob scene I've ever read. And I can totally see this slotting in nicely with the episode. Your characterizations and Dean's inner turmoil are perfectly executed. Just... wow. Bookmarking this one for my future rec list. <3

[qthelights]

Thank you! Such an awesome comment :) I'm glad it came off as desperately intense.. because yeah.. they have to go kill some angels in a minute, they don't have time.. and yet there has to be time or it's all for nothing. Am glad you liked :)